January 15, 2009

No Call, No Think

Snapshots In My Time...
Of My Time.....Hauntings.

He has not called. Thursday was our day. It does seem easier. Just a little. Anyway.
Today I will have a meeting to go to. My mind will be occupied. For awhile.

He has not called today.

Thursday was our day.

January 14, 2009

Bewilderment!

Snapshots In My Time...
Of My Time.....Hauntings.



Why does it happen when the heart gets a jolt?

I am in bewilderment.

After 12 years he has gone. Snap!

Just like that!

Weeping and wailing and pining away.

That is how I spend my days.

Bewilderment.

I am being swept away.

I want to call.

I watch the phone.

I want to love.

Maybe.

Just maybe, my bewilderment will be over by May.