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October 28, 2011

Halloween Remembered


When I was little Halloween was different that it is today. It seemed safer then and parents did not always go. You could plan to goo with a group of friends and just take off in a mob. That was fun. Costumes were not as commercial as today either. Mostly mine and my brothers were home made...what we could throw together. The few times that mom and dad dressed up, they had home made costumes too.

When I was in middle school was the first time we ever heard of anything really scary happening on Halloween. We first heard of people putting razor blades in apples. Fruit was still being given out then. For the first time parents had to worry about candy. We simply threw away any fruit we got. Back then people also used to give money. I remember many times getting lots of change in our bags instead of candy.

Even later still came things being put in candy so the first things we noticed was that hospitals were offering free xrays of Halloween candy. By this time our trick or treating habits began to change. We would still go with friends but mom and dad would inspect any candy we had for tampering. Took some of the fun out but we kids became aware that there was not just "play" evil in the world on Halloween night. There was real evil in the world.

As you can imagine times since then have gotten worst. Kids no longer go alone. Parents fo with them. Candy still has to be inspected before eaten. Parents no longer give fruit or homemade candy or treats. Everything is wrapped. No one gives out money anymore. Parents check the most recent pedophile lists to be sure they do not drive them to the wrong homes.

Halloween. Times they are a'changing!

October 19, 2011

Forgotten God


This is the current book I am reading now. Forgotten God by Francis Chan. I am actually in a bible study that is using this book and workbook for the fall. Francis Chan is very moving. I do believe this was a good option for our group. Check it out. I do not think you will be disappointed.



Kindle Fire

The Kindle Fire is here! I want one of these! I currently have the first edition model. This model is great with all the new features. It is almost exactly like the IPAD 2 without the cost. Being able to read in color is great and it has access to thousands of books and other Amazon features. Better to sign up now. They go on same in November! I will be adding this to my Christmas list.


A Thought!


"Our spirit knows when we are on the right path. When we make a decision that we feel good about, we receive it as energy that propels us along a particular path...Our passion is the energy through which we serve our purpose. When we serve our purpose, we feel our passion. By following our passion, we will tap into the energy God gives us to serve our purpose.” ~Eadie

Blue Funk


I do believe I am in a blue funk. I look around and see all the productive people and wish so hard to go back to being one of them. I am not sure what the plan for my life is right now. I have a plan of where I want it to go but so far all my efforts to go that way have not worked. Maybe I am to go in another direction. I want to know the way. When I start the day each day at 5:00 am, I want to be heading out to endure the drudgery of an office, to stand at the office water cooler and shoot the breeze about what was on tv last night. I bet most people would like to have the freedoms I have now, but I don't know...I miss the same thing, different day of it all.

I do believe I am in a blue funk. Time can make you inactive. I come now to dread each morning. I have things to do. Important things that involve my family but I want more. Everyday is new and a new start but what am I starting?

I smell the perfumes and colognes of other people as they enter the coffee shop, suited up for a day in the office. I used to be one of them. One of them for most of my life. Six months away from that seems more like a lifetime. Odd. Six months away seems harder than the 18 years of being a suit. Odd. I am in a blue funk. Waiting for it top clear. It needs to clear. I am ready for it to clear. It is about to bring me down.

Down into the depths of blue. Down into the depths of blue to maybe drown. Right now I am paddling away from the pull of blue. Its' pull is strong and at times it brings me too close to the abyss. I do believe I am in a blue funk. I need to get out. I want to know how.